Hi and Bye.

I should be leaving earlier
after my class.
Yet for some reasons
which I did not know why
some part of me chose to stay and walked back home with friends.
I know one of them is our mutual friend
we both once talked about you
which I hate the most.
Walking down the stairs
I was making sure you were not around.
On the way out of school
I heard your name once again from our mutual friend
I freaked out but I pretended like nothing happened
aad just faked a smile like I always do.
Again really
I seriously I did not know why again
I heard something and just walked forward
My friends followed me behind
And Fuck I heard your name being shouted loudly
Yes chaocheebye! I saw you down there unexpectedly
I knew I should just turn my head away
Yet I chose not to
I mean I stoned honestly.
You looked at us and said hi
Of course I just faked a smile and stared at you
You had some talk with my friends
I pretended like am listening
However the bumping sounds of my heart
No one could hear except me myself
Your laugh and smile still mean something for me
Everything of you still seems so right to me
The hardest moment anyone could ever have in their lifetime could be

Trying to say bye for the very last time
But there are always chances for you two to say hi.